Elder Christofferson gave a talk in conference a while ago where he told the story of the currant bush being cut down. It really sunk in my heart and made me think about what the Lord may be making of me. I have a really hard time getting "cut down" and given trials, or having my bad habits brought up, or those moments when I realize I'm not doing what I should. Having the humility to let that correction make you better is a powerful experience. There is no feeling quite like humility. It is purifying and hopeful and powerful. But it deserves to be because it is so difficult to achieve. But I add my testimony that it is worth the battle- and it's a constant daily battle to put your pride aside and trust in Heavenly Father's plans. If it is true that He loves us as an infinite, perfect eternal father, then what would we have against trusting Him?
"If we sincerely desire and strive to measure up to the high expectations
of our Heavenly Father, He will ensure that we receive all the help we
need, whether it be comforting, strengthening, or chastening. If we are
open to it, needed correction will come in many forms and from many
sources. It may come in the course of our prayers as God speaks to our
mind and heart through the Holy Ghost (see D&C 8:2).
It may come in the form of prayers that are answered no or differently
than we had expected. Chastening may come as we study the scriptures and
are reminded of deficiencies, disobedience, or simply matters
neglected."
